Anonymous asked: Hold on. Music is there for you. Music always will be. If you want to drown your sorrows drown them in the sweetest melodies of your favourite bands. I know it doesn't look like things will ever look up but perhaps you're looking the wrong way at things. Life is precious & it would be foolish to cut it short. Music is the outlet, in your darkest times use your passions to your advantage. Sometimes it's cleansing to bathe in suicidal thoughts but you must come out the other side still breathing.
music is the only thing that has gotten me through these past few years but sometimes it just isn’t enough. You probably think im just a moaning teenager but theres some seriously fucked up things that have happened to me in my life and im trying to let them go and do move on but its so much easier said than done. Im really sorry that ive bothered you
Anonymous asked: seriously just don't, you're what? 16-18? I've gone through stages where I've had similar thoughts/feelings to what you're going through and I understand you feel like nothing is going to change but, you just can't be 100% sure of that, the worlds' not set in stone, things can change in an instant, trust me if you're truely feeling this low things can only get better.
I really hope your right but its hard to keep up hope. Im only 15 so im stuck like this for another few years and all I want is to just get out, im really sorry that you had to go out of your way but if you know how I feel then you know that right now I just feel completely empty and hopeless
Anonymous asked: Woah woah woah What are you talking about? If you're even considering suicide, please don't, like I know I don't even know you but from your blog I can you're a sweet, intelligent, good looking girl who has every right to be happy, so just try and stick it out things do get better with time.
im really sorry that you had to go out of your way to deal with me but im sorry I cant keep going on hoping things will get better because they never do and I don’t have any future whatsoever. I don’t even deserve to be happy I just want to end this despair
Anonymous asked: I hope whatever you are going through It all ends up ok in the end just don't give up even when it's hard
ive always believed that but some difficulties are too hard to overcome, im sorry
Anonymous asked: you are really young! You have a lot of things you can do in life, fall in love, get married, have a family, travel, meet amazing people and make new friends please dont do something you will regret! You would make a lot of people feel devastated
I know and that’s all ive ever wanted but im stuck in this horrible place and I don’t see any other options I so sorry to bother anyone, its the last thing I want but I just want to disappear
Anonymous asked: please please please don't you have so much to live for
I really don’t. I just want to be put out of my misery.
If Nelson Mandela is dead then there is definitely no point in continuing living
This is the hardest time of my life and I cant cope anymore and now things are about to get a million times harder and if I don’t do it them my future is definitely completely fucked up and everyone hates me and there is no way I can continue living